November 2025

My Dear Students and Friends,

The Direct experience of Presence and Awakening remain our focus and our guiding light, and I find myself and FOTS on the verge of a deeper transition. I recently noticed a significant inner shift regarding the way I offer teaching and the way we use social media to grow.

After over a year of dedicated efforts, time, and money (including new platforms, beautiful posts and ads, devoted volunteers, and hiring professionals), I see that traditional use and reach of social media is not an effective enough tool for us to grow our sangha and to support this inner movement. We need a multitude of new offerings and ways to engage.

To facilitate the first phase of this transition — and to create the breathing room needed to recalibrate and develop new structures for the future — we are seeking to raise our normal $20,000 and an additional $20,000. [The more money we raise, the easier we can facilitate this process.]

I feel a strong inner call to shift how I share the teaching. Rather than only continuing the rhythm of three-week online programs, I want to create more space for other online offerings and engagements, like shorter satsangs, meaningful interviews, live YouTube and Facebook events, and more, and over time, possibly space to welcome people here in person, to grow and deepen my connection with You,( and to allow what arises to be guided by an even deeper movement of Presence.)

Growing our devoted sangha is for me both a deeply heartfelt expression of this Lineage and a financial necessity for FOTS. Financially, both FOTS and I are sustained entirely by our programs, private sessions, and fundraising, and my health places real limits on how much I can offer in the current structure. Offering new satsang formats requires me to have a lot more time to prepare for and recover from. Yet, my present workload leaves no flexibility for that. This leaves little space for new engagements and for fostering an even deeper connection with me and within the community that I and many of us long for.

To allow for these exciting changes, and for a real lasting global visibility and impact of this simple and yet so profound teaching, we need to change the direction of our energy and focus and invest in new concentrated effort over the next 6–12 months. We need to:

  • Hire a more full-time office person to provide true office support on projects like: more press and interviews for Neelam, organizing new events, social media, data cleanup for enhanced reporting and visibility into the functioning of FOTS, volunteer management, upgrading FOTS technology, fundraising upgrades, and MUCH MORE.
  • Experiment with new satsang formats & retreats, and guest teaching opportunities.
  • Continue refining our branding, overhaul our website, hire a professional photographer. 
  • Later next year, bring in professionals to guide us in expanding our reach globally.

Your contributions are a sustaining force for our special projects and our day-to-day operations, and your generous donation today will make this possible. Thanks to your participation, I will have the space to experiment with new formats and to allow the next phase of this work to emerge — for the benefit of all of us.

Neelam ❤️

P.S. We have great gifts for you!

How to Donate

  • Click the button above using a debit or credit card
  • Mail in a check
  • For larger donations, checks are preferred – Mail To:  8 Marcellina Lane, Galisteo, NM 87540
  • USPS recommends mailing checks inside the post office to prevent them from being stolen


🎁We have GREAT GIFTS!🎁

CATEGORY Up to $250

  • Singing Music CD: 
  • Neelam and Roee Sing Bhagan Satsang (2005) 
  • This very special CD was recorded during a 5-day retreat sometime around 2005. Neelam sings each song and is sometimes accompanied by Roee, a very close student of hers who passed away about 1 year after this was recorded. Each song is a Bhagan, a devotional song used in Satsangs. We hope you enjoy this!
  • https://drive.google.com/file/d/1hjnOvKkAasBFqnoTvFg_aL76SmeATBt4/view?usp=share_link



Guided Audio 
“Direct Experience of Presence Guided Meditation” 
Enjoy this professionally recorded guided meditation. A beautiful and potent guided inquiry and meditation where Neelam gently yet directly guides the listener inward to experience Presence directly.
  • Need link
  • LIVE VIdeo Meeting with Neelam
  • “Everything You Wanted To Ask About The Universe, But Were Too Afraid To Or Did Know Who To Ask!”  

  • The date for the meeting will be scheduled later next year.


CATEGORY $250 – $500

  • Audio: 
  • A New Year’s Eve Satsang Audio Recording from Jan 31, 2021: “To Find Peace & True Abidance in Presence, Do Not Believe Anything!”
  • https://fccdl.in/8PJoA505xO
  • Private Video:  
  • Neelam speaks about Awakening and the Elements needed for Awakening. This video series later led to her second book.  

  • https://youtu.be/C-PlW3eVK6k
  • LIVE Video Meeting with Neelam
  • “Everything You Wanted To Ask About The Universe, But Were Too Afraid To Or Did Know Who To Ask!” 

  • The date for the meeting will be scheduled later next year.


CATEGORY $500 and up  

  • Free Access to new eLearning
  • Enjoy Neelam’s new eLearning, made with Love early in 2025
  • Link needed here Ian (Brandy created this I think and posted it somewhere)


Private Teaching Video: Finding Comfort in the Unknown (approx 30 mins in length)



Fire of Truth Satsanga 501(c)3 Non-Profit | EIN 94-3292647
8 Marcellina Lane, Galisteo, NM 87540 | [email protected] ⋅ www.Neelam.org
*Please consult your tax professional for exact deduction amounts